pretends..?

it's easy to say everything is alright?

all is good?

i'm fine?

is it honestly coming out from the heart?

or is it just another positive approach..

u say u need to move on!

what about me?

u just leave me like that?

you never care my feeling

feel like wanna cry ~@@

hate you ..

you make me suffer now~

damn it!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes..

sometimes i felt lost..

sometimes i just don wan to open my book which is the title of..

*Blood circulation* @@

sometimes i have 0% confidence to face everything

sometimes i wan a bowl of rice..^^

i'm okay just sometimes homesick..

miss my papa mama~ :(

sometimes i'm not me!!!

( but everything will be fine ) ~~

=="

i guess i think too much..

or otherwise?

comfortable yet there's this wall in between.

have you ever felt that ways?

the aftermath or breaking down that wall will be awkwardness@@

it never be d same again..

why doesn't it work both ways??

what am i afraid of ..?

what does all these lead to..?

why is it that everything is interconnected

its so intricate and exhausting to even think about it..

stop all...plssss

i'm so tired, so exhausted..

am i going to be like this for the next 3years?

i hope not..

and...

i don't want to ...!!

my brain and my eyes are so tired~

they just want to close and shut down and rest!!! @@

please grant me knowledge intelligence wisdom,

energy health and perseverance..

i'll just take a power nap now..

*i'm just too tired to try anything* =="

....

i use years to let you go..

but you...

used only 1 sec to make me..

IN LOVE AGAIN .. <3